🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches It began on a overcast Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my one eye. Then came quick shocks, like lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with increased force. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable. The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder. Cluster headaches typically begin with severe pain behind one eye that persists up to three hours. About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, excruciating agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. I have an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods. What connects patients is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free. One patient, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, like several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home. Her relatives often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital. Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads. Ancient medical texts suggest bizarre treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures. It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”. Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international headache committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the condition explain this. In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better. Despite such progress, diagnosis remains slow. One man's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms. Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments. A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed. National guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known individuals. But consultant neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are handled with acute treatment only. Longer or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals. The official guidance need revising to reflect a